it was like my life kinda sucked. summer started. and i wanted to dig a whole and climb in. staying there forever. nothing seemed to be going right. i thought YES no more school im freeee!!! and then shit. i totally screwed myself over cause i did SO horrible on the math. and the principle calls. telling me that i need more help and what now. great one more thing for me to wory about and be upset about. that truly sucks. then theres parties and i thought YES this will get my mind off things. then he, who is supposed to "like me" makes out wiht MY FRIEND in my face. how nice. that night had some solid tears. i hate them. all of them boys. no affence. its just wow. did you just decide to come out of the womb an ass??? hahahahah ( hahaha womb) hahahahahahah

but i just i thought it was gunna be okay. but it really wasnt. my best friend started to get really sick. not physically... like she was depressed. and i didnt know what to do. but then we talked and we both realized that we were going through the same sort of shit. so that made us both feel a lot better. knowing that we arent alone. ..... then i realized. that one guy i met . at that party. found me. talked to me. and wow. i just. i havent even talked to him. hes never on msn. and so . im just . waiting. becuase. for some reason. although ive met him once. i feel like . well maybe. i could... lo... no i dunno. i just have this wierd feeling. ..... maybe hes got it too?

im not sure.

but i wouldnt be surprised if well. he didnt even want to have anything to do with me what so ever.

nothing new anywayss.

BUT THEN daddddddddddddddddy gave me tickets to brad paisley and tim mcgraw. WOW that is me being spoiled right there. i love dad. oh man do i ever. im taking my cousin tommy to both of the concerts. hes the only other eligable oparticipent that would enjoy this concert. and therefore YAY

so im in a good mood now i supose. also i found a clothing store that im in love with. im not telling ANYONE about it. HAHAH. suckers